...to whom I can depend on any time of the day, for everything. Every time I call, they will listen. Every time they call, I will listen too. They're funny, we are a very good match with each other (me with each one separately) and every time we meet, we're having a pretty good time. If I have no money and they do, they'll be happy to lend me and so will I. They miss me, I miss them everyday. But something happened.
It's like I have doubts for everything I believed about them til now. I'm enthusiastic as a person and when I meet someone or something new I get excited. Neither of them are new to my life but I'm wondering if I was blind and deaf and numb all those years because of my great love for them. Or is it that we're just getting older and more mature and finally, fortunately or not, we get to see things how they really are and not through a pair of innocent younger eyes? I'm not sure what is happening. It seems that life is doing its part and I feel like I get to only watch.
It's like I have doubts for everything I believed about them til now. I'm enthusiastic as a person and when I meet someone or something new I get excited. Neither of them are new to my life but I'm wondering if I was blind and deaf and numb all those years because of my great love for them. Or is it that we're just getting older and more mature and finally, fortunately or not, we get to see things how they really are and not through a pair of innocent younger eyes? I'm not sure what is happening. It seems that life is doing its part and I feel like I get to only watch.
I can relate to what you're saying in this post - I've had very similar experiences in my life. It's tough, but clears up after a while. Sometimes a change of perspective is hard! :-)
ReplyDeleteI came over here to let you know that I deleted your last question on my blog and I apologise for doing that - however, I didn't really feel comfortable talking about myself in too much detail there.
To answer your question, I'm a crazy horny girl, who loves sex when there's an emotional connection... and I enjoy writing. Some of the stories are fantasy and some are based in fact - and some of them have been told to me by friends.
Take care and I hope everything sorts out for you with your friends! I've selected anonymous for this comment, but you should know who I am from my answer.
Thank you for coming over so often! xxx